We address her with this name nowadays and so far so good. She has been responding to it well and I think she loves it. Often times, she would kiss her little sister when she sees me lying down. When we ask her who is ate, she will instantly point at herself. But our dear ate Gwen is still a baby at her age. She always wanted to be carried around and even cuddled no matter how hot the day is. She would hug and kiss me just to get my attention. Whenever she is awake and she sees me within distance, she wants to be near me as much as possible.

There are times when I pity her because she hasn't gotten 'all' the attention yet and soon she'll have someone to share with already. But we make sure now that we will make up for it. We shower her with so much love and attention. We also make sure that we are always here for her from her waking hours until her sleeping times. There are even times that we bring our netbooks to bed so that she won't feel alone.

Having 2 kids in a row has its advantages and disadvantages. With balance and sharing, we will surely be able to shower them both the love that they needed.