This afternoon I was fuming mad with the little girl. I was letting her take her afternoon nap but she kept on moving around our bed. I was too tired to run after her so I let her be... and I doze off. When I woke up, my eyeglasses were at her hands. Both the handles are twisted and it looked unrepairable. My initial reaction: anger!!! I wanted to slap her hands but I do not want to hurt her too much. What I did instead was to call her tatay. While on the phone, she was 'dedma'. She won't talk to her father. I think she wasn't even listening to him. When we were alone, I talked to her. I told her that it was the only thing that I could use to see her clearly. As much as I wanted to change my eyeglasses, it is not yet possible since I still have the pregnancy hormones and that my sight is not that stable now. While telling her this, I was crying in frustration. She is listening but she won't look at me... and then she doze off.

Hay... I have my fault too. I was irresponsible in putting my glasses near her. If only there are free insurance quotes for eyeglasses, I would availed of it. I may not be totally blind without my glasses but I feel handicap without it. If I could only afford to have laser eye treatment...