Better words... too tired! This is what you feel when you have a toddler and an infant, plus household chores and a store to look after and you don't have a househelp or yaya with you.

It is a challenge for us that we do not have any househelp. Time should be maximized and managed well. For instance, I had to wake up earlier to manage the home. Once little Gwen wakes up, she needs attention which she needs to share with her sister. Problem starts when they both start wailing. I do not know whom to carry first. The store takes the back seat. It is closed for the week. Though I miss the daily income, it has to be the least priority. I hate the fact that the point of purchase displays had to be left for the moment.

But again, things have to be prioritized. I am just thankful that I have neighbors with big hearts. Always ready to help me, to look after my kids when I do not know which role to take. They are truly God's gifts to me.